well things have been a bit better. sam made me feel so much better the other day.. gosh that guys great.. then my baby brandon called me and talked to me all night until i was practically asleep.. i love him soo much! what would i do with out you? you are my sunshine!.. well i better go.. cause your gonna call me.. love you <3.. Mea

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Well obviously i havent updated in awhile. ive been really busy. life has been going really slow lately.. ive been so stressed. and sad.. and theres not one particular thing.. its everything.. old faces make me sad, old friends, people i dont know.. and myself... ive been on a diet for awhile, no soda or junk.. i guess ive had more energy thats ( Read more... )

god, im so sad.. im stuck at home. no one is here.. and i just cant take the silence anymore! i should be doing my junior paper, but it all seems so meaningless. i just don't know what to do! i'm sad.. yea, sure i am. so what do i do? i dunno. im hoping ill be able to get my grades up real soon. so i can do things again. and be happier. we'll see i ( Read more... )

well, the past week or so has been ok.. ok enough to talk about. theres been many thing son my mind... but not worth being sad about.. i need to find a date for prom.. or i just won't go.. GQ was fun i guess, i liked dressing up.. it was fun. i got to escort! RILEY! hehe and tarek.. it was great! riley was cute with his talent.. tarek did an ( Read more... )

well, ok today was alright.. except i havent turned in my junior paper 2 erickson yet.. oh well.. and i have to do a 3 min speech on sum man from the 60's i havent even studied about... FUCK... well saturday is off! fukin jesse and his varsity baseball.. oh well.. ill find sum1 else! and not MATT! or i'll go alone! well i have no clue what to say ( Read more... )

my site searches for him as though to go to him ( Read more... )

today was alright.. until after school.. when i saw HIM! ugh.. he disgusts me..like no one else.. one minute he loves me the next he treats me like shit! i fucking hate it! i hate him! i'm trying to move on.. im going out with jesse ESTRADA this weekend.. he and i are going to the beach..he asked me out on a "date" so whatever.. hes an amazing guy ( Read more... )

hi everyone.. happy easter.. my day was alright it started off with my aunt putting easter baskets outside our hotel door and telling my siter sum1 knocked and to answer it.. this was like @ 7 am!.. after that.. i tried to sleep sum more but it wasnt working! cuz my family is fucking loud! but oh well.. we went to alcopulco (sp?) at like 10 and ( Read more... )

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