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A distant family member this week lost both his mother and his wife, the former to old age and the latter to reasons still undetermined.

I don't know him, but my heart is with him today.

I need to talk to you.
I talk to myself, but it just makes
circles and circles
around your face.

what do i have to say that is interesting or unique?

my mouth does the exact opposite of my heart these days.

i wish,
i wish,
i wish.

i think of nothing but you lately, and it's making me want to be a real person again.

i cannot even seem to say what i am trying to say anymore.

i just want-- i just NEED a quiet room in a simpler time and place where i can just think of you all day and let that feel good.

why is everyone so fucking afraid
of being honest?

WE JUST SPENT THE WHOLE DAY RECORD HUNTING AND DRINKING STRONG COFFEE!

i do not even know what i fucking meant by that.