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Suck It Up And Take It Like A Man
I think i am one of the few girls who understand why guys feel they can't cry. I was always taught crying was a weakness. My daddy would call me and my brother sissy babies when we would cry. I got it a lot more than my brother because my brother was babied more. I got the tough side of everything, but i was the first born. Crying is so hard ( Read more... ) -
Insane In The Membrane
I need to stay away from guys. I am having to many feelings toward to many guys. So the news is I graduated. I need a new job. Dominos sucks. I'm going to Las Vegas in like 3 days. I get my cast off today. And i may want ryan but not in a good way.
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Keep Moving Foward
Kayla,
It seems like just the other day we were climbing the magnolia tree pretending to be princesses. I remember making funny retarded jokes about grilled cheese and fish tanks. We have grown up together. We've seen each other at our worst and highest high. We are making huge steps in our lives. We wondered where our childhood has gone. It ( Read more... ) -
Hanged Before The Case Is Heard
I can't stand it when people are complete assholes towards me and i haven't done a damn thing to deserve it. That happens to me a lot.
Nothing will happen between me and brandon. So everyone (even though most don't read this): I love him to death, but he is my protector. Stop getting pissy towards me because i have feelings for him. I have ( Read more... ) -
Admitting It Is So Hard
I have a thing for brandon. Wonderful. You know the funny thing is i never understand my own feelings until someone tells me it's obvious. But, this time i realized it by myself. I want and i get. I want him to go to my graduation and the after party, but i have a bitch as a boss. I want him in the worst way possible. Hmm did i mention ( Read more... ) -
Done
I have gone to grade school for 13 years, and now i'm done.
I found my graduation shoes and dress.
I'm keeping it short because i'm tired.
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Comptine d'un autre ete L'apres midi
I have never had a song give me chill bumps till now.
I could even fill tears swell in my eyes.
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Back To The Wrong Way
I have had enough of guys. I try so hard to please and be the best i can. But, none of it is good enough, and i get nothing in return. My world is spinning out of control, and i'm still spinning with it. I was almost tempted to go back to the i used to be. Cold, hateful, abusive to my self, and hurting the ones i love. I figure whats the ( Read more... ) -
Arguing The Next Point
Because we are totally fucking bored
- Havoc
Havoc was this movie where this girl wanted to belong so bad she had no self identity, and was almost willing to give up all her dignity to fit in.
The quote is her answer to why her and her white rich friends made up a ghetto clique, so they could be fake together.
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All To Well
I have this automatic reaction when everything goes to smooth. I get nervous. I have never just had a simple way of going about things. If i'm relaxing in a boat on a pond, and i'm so content, then you know of course i am going to have to have a leak in my boat.
For a while my life was going great. Then i guess everything has to balance out, ( Read more... )