Insanity

[meakerthanthou]

Why do I feel like everything is different? Nothings changed. But my gut tells me something is wrong. Or changing? I'm confused. Things I used to enjoy now upset me. And I'm reverting to being pissed at everyone. Is this just like the last time I was in the down swing of my mood cycle? Or is this different

Comments

[kawaii_rin_kun]

I just wish I could see some difference.

You can sometimes see your positive difference in those you befriend

normal != happy

[vineelee]

change is a gradual process, and none of us are really even adults yet. Right now all we do is learn how to make a difference, the changes you won't be able to see for a long time. I still have no idea what I'm doing with my life, and I wonder if I'll ever really do anything worthwhile. It's a natural worry, everyone feels it. One day you'll wake up and realize all you've accomplished and be happy. Or you know...wake up in a gutter covered in unknown liquidesque substances wrapped in old newspapers and discarded porno mags and feel way worse.