i want to start by apologizing to everyone that talked to me today. I swear im better now. the stress is gone and thanks to all who told me to chill out. id tell you how the test went but then that would be breaking the rules lol. but im ok and will be ok for at least the rest of the night until i find something new to stress out about. so sorry ( Read more... )

boy am i sick. ive never missed so many days of school in a row for being sick. this stupid cold-thing or whatever i have just completely wiped me out. i'll be back monday tho. i just feel disconnected from the whole world. im going to have a lot of catching up to do. im just going stir-crazy at home here. reading , watching tv, and even being on ( Read more... )

everyone is being so negative lately. everyone is having problems. i mean, i am too but still this is getting out of hand.
"You can't be more horrific than life itself." -Francis Bacon
cheer up, summer is almost here, although its hard to believe with the snow outside.

those of you who know me know that this has been the worst weekend of my entire life. i have never been more depressed or diappointed in myself than i was yesterday. i really scared my mom too when i was like "im a failure why bother life is stupid" granted it was like 2am and i had just been fighting all day. but i dont want to talk about that.so ( Read more... )

hey anyone who reads this(even tho like no one knows i have a lj ( Read more... )

It's hard to not feel lonely
when you're all alone
sitting in the darkness

by yourself at home
maybe you'll always be lonely
even surrounded by friends
maybe you're meant to be lonely
maybe there is no end