Comments | meana: Caring is Creepy (The Shins)

meana

Caring is Creepy (The Shins)

Feb 17, 2007 12:03

So here I am. I keep saying things will get better. And they just seem to stay the same. Instead of getting upset and sleeping all day I'm becoming angry. I want a change. I don't know how to explain everything. The small things get me through the days. But those small things are fucking up!! I didn't get to watch Grey's Anatomy... sucks. It really ( Read more... )

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sleepy_ska_girl February 17 2007, 22:23:26 UTC

i don't think you should care any less, its just that it has been 4 years and that's a long time to still get upset everytime you ride the subway. you don't have to cry about it to remember it. and I know things are different for everyone and that that had a huge impact on your life and that's why you still think about it like you do, just don't feel guilty or like you don't care when you move on to an extent. One day you won't get sad riding the subway and I don't want THAT to make you feel worse.
-K

meana February 18 2007, 05:48:42 UTC

You want to know one of the moments I took with me from all of that ( ... )

sleepy_ska_girl February 19 2007, 05:50:17 UTC

that really... morbid. but it definately makes it supper real. wow. you really never did tell me that. wow. oh alex. what a guy. and it sounds bad to say, i know, but it may just have saved a whole lot off people.

so I'll be gone for a few days... tear... but I'll call to say bye and you can text me whenever, but don't call or we'll both get nailed for long distance. man i hope your cell is working again. and I'll try to email, etc.
have a good week and read my post and reply!
-K

meana February 19 2007, 19:14:51 UTC

Yeah I know... I never talked about that with anyone. Its not that I was hiding it... I just didn't want to creep anyone out. Its morbit... at least I think so.

Have fun on your trip. And yes my cell is working again. ttyl!!! :)
-A

when_im_gone February 21 2007, 22:50:04 UTC

your not emotional?? BULLSHIT!! <.< ......>.>.......ok wait, does that mean im really cold and your normal or am i normal and your emotional.....everybody solo??

meana February 26 2007, 18:53:26 UTC

I'm not sure. I think I'm emotional but I know I'm not an extreme. I don't think your cold but maybe your the norm for males. Aren't females more sensitive and emotional anyway? Most guys aren't to emotional and sensitive or even sentimental.... so I guess that makes you normal?

??? I don't know. I read to much into everything.. and you take things for what they are. Maybe you don't read into things at all? I don't know... back to reading.