sneaking outside of the family hustle to smoke, i thought about a lot of things. the warm feelings from everyone there made me feel good, as if i actually had a family again (and didnt go fuck everything UP about three years ago ( Read more... )

mcad admissions meeting today...
walked into the office, the lady looked at me, in my vintage tank, red sweater that only went halfways down, camera in its case, case around my neck, and said.

you'll be going here full time next year.

so that made me feel good. really good in fact.

but will i totally belong there? im trying to get back into reality, ( Read more... )

I gave a lady on the bus 10 dollars today. I normally don't do that, unfortunately the majority of people who ask will go spend it on drugs, booze, or sex. Addictions are horrible ( Read more... )

who are you, now ( Read more... )

downdowndown ( Read more... )

thought i might give something a try

cappuchino makers, cause i always
stay up LATE

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alone.i liked it.
wanted no one there.
betrayal lies within them.
cause none of them could care.

said so-long, goodbye. watched them cry. brought me so far down.
but they can do their own thing.  cause i'll never come around'

trust. was hard for me to take through.
hope. was the only thing i clung to.
alone.

you liked it that way.
me ( Read more... )

skeptical the whole time ( Read more... )

you kept me grounded. on my feet. level ( Read more... )

so anyway i was inspired by monicas writings and decided to start this shit. i normally dont like to put my writings out there, but decided i should keep something. so if you have the url, your special ( Read more... )