~all i wanna do is see your face~

[meant4him923]

well friday matt came over friday and watched a movie...and then saturday he came to the ballpark and watched me play a game with the handicap kids and then my games & a big "deal" happened with me, matt & courtney! and today i didnt see him at all... he ended up not showing up @ church because they were stuck in traffic! but then i get IMed by "

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[hungry_for_love]

im sorry to hear about all this emily. but. i dot think what matt is doing to you...is well..."healthy." you're putting so much into "you and him" and hes not really...catching on. its not worth it if youre going through more pain then you should. im taking you out of the town emily. and we're gonna find you a maaaan. a real man. one ... your age :) ok, innocent humor there. but really. i miss seeing you happy. and ive known you for a while. ive known you since before matt came into your life and you WERE happy. i know youre in love with him. but hes destorying you and breaking you down and you dont even realize it. and once you realize it. it'll be too late. i love you so much. youre such an amazing friend and i never want to lose you. i just want to see you happy :)