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[meant4him923]

melissa...i forgive u. bc i wasnt rele pissed at you. wen i wrote this entry, i had just gotten to my moms work & i cudnt think of anything except my day. and im sorry. i was trying to just get it all out and i just started writing. and im sorry. hope that i am forgiven

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[xg_r_i_t_sx]

and it would take an idiot to know this wouldnt be your responce. becausae again you took my critisizim and turned it against me. it was there to help you

[meant4him923]

youve got more crap than i will ever know? try again. ya i know ur mom is pregnant and the baby isnt what you expected and i am truly deeply sorry for that...but i never expected my parents to stop loving each other and i never expected for sum of my friends to turn against me (and they're not all at kenny...most of them arent) and i never expected my grandfather to come over to my house just to tell me hes going to die within the next month. and on top of that, theres matt. the boy i love more than anything. and i frankly dont care what he says to you. because even if he hates me, i will always love him. and i dont care if people are sick of me...if theyre sick of me, tell them to say it to my face. dont sit there and pretend they're my friend.

[anonymous]

emily! i could never be sick of yoU! i love u with a PASSION!!! =)
love ya,
Tammy

[xg_r_i_t_sx]

emily to sit here and argue with you over the internet is ridiculous..i told you what i feel- what i know..and i dont regret it a bit. thats that. no regrets. just today ive had so many people tell me thank you for this. im sad for you emily. i am. you may have problems in your life, but you cant blame things that go wrong for you on others. as for my problems..the baby isnt all that bothers me. but i happen to keep what is my buisness..my personal buisness..and not flaunt it around on a journal.

you can be mad at me. you said yourself you "expected me to be reply to your post like i did" so you obviously wanted me to say something. so i did. and im glad its said. and i hope you think about it. i loved ya emily. and i was there for you always. and you know it. and i cared for you- so much.

i hope everything works out the way you want it to for ya

because if ive changed..- im happy. so...im obviously doing something right.

and emily. i appreciate you always trying to bring up john and kristin as if you are trying to hurt me. but i

[meant4him923]

well...uve seemed to stoop a little too low. so this friendship is over. bc i cant take this. ure not worth it....anymore.

i know how to get over things as well....i just choose not to. and i write my personal business in my journal bc i feel like it. i dont care if every1 knows my business. so get over it. bye.