hey You are goin to get over him eventually..trust me.i used to be "in love" with this one guy and i did BADDD THINGS cause i missed him so much and iw anted to be with him forever and i wuold of died for him! i cried so much! but now..when i look back its like..oh my gosh i got over him and i dont think id ever wanna be closer than friends with him..me n him are really close now and he helps me with my problems..dont worry bout it the night mare will be over soon! i love u
please, dont get down in the dumps about him b/c trust me he is not worth it! and i really, truly want the best for u, and i dont want u 2 think for 1 second that u should not be on this earth b/c all of ur friends love u and ur family does 2,so dont be thinking that u need 2 die!! and this girl, courtney, i think her name is, is just going 2 use him and he needs 2 get that through his mind b/c if he really cant c that he is blind!! so.. i'm really sry for what has been going on!! i know we really arent friends, but i really do want the best for u!! even if u dont believe it! -Taylor-
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April 12 2004, 08:27:00 UTC
emily dont you see what he is doing..i mean read your freakin journal.you say you dont want to live anymore...and "GOD TAKE MY SOUL, TAKE MY LIFE. TAKE MY BREATH FROM MY BODY AND TAKE ME OUT OF THIS WORLD. I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE AND KNOW THINGS ARE ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE...WHY DID U LET ME DO THIS TO MYSELF? HAVE I ABANDONED U OR HAVE U ABANDONED ME? HELP ME LORD.. FOR I KNOW NOT WHAT TO DO..." emily! you cant let a boy do this to you if he really cared about you he wouldnt let you get like this...you have to give up. what is "never letting go" doing for you? getting you all depressed and saying shit thats scaring me up there. you may think he is worth it, and yes maybe while yall were going out he was worth it , but now he doesnt do any good for you..maybe on a rare occasion he makes you smile. you cant do this to yourself anymore please do it for you and for everyone else it will make everyone happy if you just let go and move on
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you need to see what he's doing to you!!! i'm sorry if you don't wanna hear this, but it's true. all your friends are saying it, too. i mean, he's a guy and he doesn't care a bit about anyone. i've felt like this, dammit. i know how it feels. actually, i feel like this right now. but you have to get up and keep going! (ssheesh, i sound like the stations of the cross.) this is the withdrawl. you need to step out of the hole of despair and just get on w/ your life. matt k. will not be your last boyfriend and you will NOT left him get to you like this.
hey emily its -me- agian i didnt think ever one was going to under stand what i had to say and i thought they were going to have shit to talk about me cuz i said srry but now that i know that others r doing the say i noe u dont know me in person but i am courtneys sister dont tell her i told u that she might find it embaressing -lol- but ever thing that i said i truffuly meant and i think u can do better but of u love him than u cant really help who u love ur a great person! -MORGAN- A.K.A. -ME- P.S. thank u 4 4giving me xoxo
hey when i said i was courtneys sis i dont me the courtney matt k. likes EWE nasty i meant courtney at B.K. i think u know her i am not shore. -MORGAN-
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You are goin to get over him eventually..trust me.i used to be "in love" with this one guy and i did BADDD THINGS cause i missed him so much and iw anted to be with him forever and i wuold of died for him! i cried so much! but now..when i look back its like..oh my gosh i got over him and i dont think id ever wanna be closer than friends with him..me n him are really close now and he helps me with my problems..dont worry bout it the night mare will be over soon! i love u
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