I've been losing track of time lately, because it seems to be going so slow. And I seem to have trouble remembering what I've done in the past couple of days. Heck, even the past few hours seem to have been a dream.... I've had a lot to think about lately. I need to prepare for everything that's to come with the fall semester. I'm just real scared ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but I seem to be lost in my thoughts more so than usual today... I mean, more often than not, I'm lost in my own little world (one reason why I don't do well in social situations)... I really try not to let my mind wander so much, so that I can truly live in the moment. (Uh, I'm still working on that...) There's nothing wrong with ( Read more... )

Last night, I worked my final shift at Whataburger. Yes, after a six month stint with fast food, I've finally left. And I'm gone for good! Funny how the day came faster than I expected. Despite the fact that I hated the job, there were some good things that came out of working fast food. I actually learned a few things that I could apply to other ( Read more... )

I'm probably more tired emotionally than physically, but yeah, I am a little bit of both. I've been so focused on finding that second job, that I've put everything on the back burner. My music (I haven't practiced in awhile), my social life (I should probably call someone, or something. I've been feeling pretty lonely...), and even my exercise ( Read more... )

I was supposed to take that Disney Traditions class this morning, but my mom wouldn't let me leave the house, because it was so nasty outside. To tell you the truth, I was pretty scared about leaving the house, but was still crazy enough to head down to Disney in that mess. So, I had to reshedule (that alone took a little work and frustration in ( Read more... )

I went to apply at Sears today, since everyone's been suggesting that I apply there. Yeah, I didn't get it. Yet the 2 laziest people at Whataburger did!!!! I mean, what the hell?! I'm here searching for a job like crazy, and working my ass off to get to where I want to be!!! Those 2 bastards at Whataburger are so freakin' lazy, and they score $10 ( Read more... )

You know, in the past few days, I've come to realize that the time I've had away from Chris has been really good for me. I think I'm fimally starting to learn to believe in myself. And I feel so much more independent, and capable of more than I originally thought possible. I really don't think any of that would've happened if Chris and I had ended ( Read more... )

I can't wait 'til I snag a second job, so that I can finally get out of Whataburger. Sure, I've got the Disney job now, but that's only gonna be a Friday, Saturday, Sunday thing (my upcoming summer class will keep me from working more days). And when you consider tolls and gas, well, it's not gonna be enough. But I want to keep the job, because I ( Read more... )

Yeah. I'm bored on my birthday. I don't have anything to do that isn't any different from my usual activities. And my usual activities aren't much. Now, I have 2 things that I MUST do every single day (granted that I'm not sick, or have a migraine, or any other kind of limitation). Those 2 things are: 1)exercise- It is not only for my health, it is ( Read more... )

So yeah, my birthday's tomorrow. I've tried to get myself excited about it, but I just don't care. I'm turning 20. I guess that's kinda big. Anyway, I'm not expecting anything special tomorrow. Though I'm gonna pretend to be happy for my family's sake. I really don't want them to worry. I guess I don't care, because all I really want for my ( Read more... )