ah, but your actions spoke much louder than your words, so assuming that your most negative thoughts applied towards me came natural. i (and everyone in the PL family, clearly you are greatly missed)am still upset about your decision, especially in light of recent events, so now i really have no chance of seeing you again, it would seem. if you think this is what's better for you, i'm in no place and hold no value to opine. but from a selfish standpoint, this really sucks for me. i was hoping you'd live up to your promise.
...wut?... One person has made an effort to speak to me, so I am going to have to disagree on the "dearly missed" thing. Not to mention my teacher himself; I won't go there. If you come to Nashville, coincedentally (and unfortunately, I might add), I still live here, sooooooooooooo yeah. Hard to find. >.> I spent over three years thinking about my situation with Pong Lai. I am certain that this was the best choice for me to make. I'm glad that Shifu can stand by his "i'm not a quitter" line, but I know better than to stay onboard a ship that isn't going anywhere. It's a shame, really. Aaaaaand you'll have to clarify: Which promise? I get them all confused. -_-
you may have pondered for a long time, but it came as a devastating surprise to everyone else (enough for it to be mentioned to me in as grave of a manner as it was) you may think you're just quitting the discipline, they probably see it as you leaving them as a family..your lack of responsiveness to me made me think that you don't want me to keep in touch, so I can imagine they feel similarly, but you have no idea how much everyone cares. yet, i believe you if you say you have a better plan for your life in place. i did come to nashville, a month ago. hard to find, no; hard to reach, always for me at least (i doubt that's just a coincidence). so the promise doesn't matter anymore, since i have no basis of interaction w/ you this time around, and i guess you didn't mean it anways. despite it all, i am rooting for you all the way.
Devastating, lol. Somebody's feeding you some bullshit.
If by "lack of responsiveness" you mean "not having the money to pay for long distance, not having access to a computer, and not having the money to drive/fly/take a bus/train to NY" (though I will admit, I didn't reply to the letter you sent me which I am sorry about. Definitely my fault.). When you were here, did you try to contact me? Not to my knowledge. Feel free to correct me if I am wrong.
Sux about the pong lai. I can imagine what went on with it - I was thinking about you while I was in china and imagining how much more fun you'd have in Taiwan, when you got there, 'cause China mainland wasn't terribly chinese itself. : / Very sad that it didn't work like it should have.
Call my phone sometime, or better if you find a cell, text me becuase I hate calls. If you don't mind that I wear yarn in my hair every time I'm not at work, you can come and hang out with me & my group, or just me if you're sick of people, or hell just the group if you're sick of me : )
Just kidding on the last bit. You'd have to hang out with me or I'd ambush you in a dark alley. Not that it would be successful - but I'd certainly give it a good try.
Hey! matt just told me he saw you at the Psyclon 9 show! Sucks that I didn't get to go, but me and my then-now-ex boyfriend decided to skip it. I went to the Atlanta show the next weekend. Saw the band, missed you, and where the hell is my phone call? Damit Charles! : )
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One person has made an effort to speak to me, so I am going to have to disagree on the "dearly missed" thing. Not to mention my teacher himself; I won't go there.
If you come to Nashville, coincedentally (and unfortunately, I might add), I still live here, sooooooooooooo yeah. Hard to find. >.>
I spent over three years thinking about my situation with Pong Lai. I am certain that this was the best choice for me to make. I'm glad that Shifu can stand by his "i'm not a quitter" line, but I know better than to stay onboard a ship that isn't going anywhere. It's a shame, really.
Aaaaaand you'll have to clarify: Which promise? I get them all confused.
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i did come to nashville, a month ago. hard to find, no; hard to reach, always for me at least (i doubt that's just a coincidence). so the promise doesn't matter anymore, since i have no basis of interaction w/ you this time around, and i guess you didn't mean it anways. despite it all, i am rooting for you all the way.
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If by "lack of responsiveness" you mean "not having the money to pay for long distance, not having access to a computer, and not having the money to drive/fly/take a bus/train to NY" (though I will admit, I didn't reply to the letter you sent me which I am sorry about. Definitely my fault.). When you were here, did you try to contact me? Not to my knowledge. Feel free to correct me if I am wrong.
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Oh wait...still me. Yay, my livejournal is turning into /b/. >.>
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Call my phone sometime, or better if you find a cell, text me becuase I hate calls. If you don't mind that I wear yarn in my hair every time I'm not at work, you can come and hang out with me & my group, or just me if you're sick of people, or hell just the group if you're sick of me : )
Just kidding on the last bit.
You'd have to hang out with me or I'd ambush you in a dark alley. Not that it would be successful - but I'd certainly give it a good try.
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