Ok this may be a long entry, Maybe not. Meh, doubt anyone will read it anyways ( Read more... )

I wrote a story for film class a bit ago. Had a lot of help editing it from Adam and Juji. Heres the 'finished' version. I may make a few edits. I Don't know. I may continue it. I don't know. You have to read it in a state of mind like its going be continued though. So....yeah....read...let me know what you think...good or bad...whatever....

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*sigh* Every things just getting more and more worse. With every passing day my depression is getting worse. I'm getting more and more bitter. I read things from people I know and see they are actually going somewhere or good things are happening to them and if I read anything bad happening to them I become glad in it thinking that they are coming ( Read more... )

"The Butterfly Effect is a phrase that encapsulates the more technical notion of sensitive dependence on initial conditions in chaos theory. The idea is that small variations in the initial conditions of a dynamical system produce large variations in the long term behavior of the system.

Edward Lorenz first analyzed the effect in a 1963 paper for ( Read more... )

So we stopped at Sadie's house tonight before we went to youth group. Sadie wasnt home. Now being that I'm depressed and all I started thinking that maybe she CAN come to youth group and she CAN do things unlike what she has been telling me. Maybe she dosnt want to spend time with me like shes said. Maybe shes just been telling me that the things ( Read more... )

So I just finished watching a new show on Discovery channle called Going Tribal. Now I couldnt watch all of it cause I'm very squeemish but at the end the 'host' (for lack of a better word.) spoke with the 'king' (kinda sorta wasnt a 'king'...you had to watch it to understand it.) and thanked him for alowing him to stay in their village and what ( Read more... )

Have you ever seen the movie As Good As It Gets? Well in that movie Jack Nicholson says to Helen Hunt "You make me a better person." So, I'm an assosiational thinker and something came up today and made me think of that line and I thought about it for awhile and I realised that when I'm around people and people spend time with me I'm a better ( Read more... )

"The problem with America is that theres too many stupid people and no one to eat them."

It so true! We need to fly over some cannibals and reduce the stupid population!

[x] I miss somebody right now. - I miss lots fo people right now.
[/] I don’t watch much TV these days. - Moderate amount. Its on alot but I don't watch it all the. Just background noise.
[-] I love olives. - Bleh. No thanks.
[x] I own lots of books. - *nods*
[x] I wear glasses or contact lenses. - >< I hate my glasses.
[x] I love to play video ( Read more... )

*sigh* So I'm back from my lil fishing trip...didn't catch anything (no surprise there)...it kinda turned into more of a 'video game trip' then a 'fishing trip ( Read more... )