It was a dream...a dark room...cast with shadows...it consisted of a pale light shining upon a table...it was then the shadows neared the table...an object on the table pulsated...it was a heart, my heart...each shadow revealed itself....they were the shadows of my past lovers...each held an axe in hand...then they smiled, an evil smile, a soiled ( Read more... )

What's going on...could this be my understanding..it's not your fault..I was being too demanding..I must admit...it's my pride that made me distant. all because..hoping you'd be someone different....theres not much I know about you..fear can always make you blind..but the answer is in clear view..it's amazing what you find FACE TO FACE..I turned ( Read more... )

Again, I don't have alot to talk about because I didn't do anything. As for my mood lately...wake up, go to school, go home, be happy and go with my friends/ be sad and go straight to bed. I have also been very tired lately. It's usually normal but i'm really tired. I didnt sleep very well at my Dad's, I dont know how that happened, but it screwed ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better now, I dont know what it was. :) ......I'm tired though, as always. I went to Warren's last night. I want to go somewhere tomorrow!! Please

Yeah...I am in an very large amount of pain...pain combined with my stomach and my back. Yet again, another time not to get into details. My body is really messed up.

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Well, today was a wonderful day, I feel like doing the stupidest stuff.....and some of the stuff I did do. We had lots of fun. It was very...um...interesting, I wont go into details...it was amazing! Just ask my "partner in crime" :P <- Kind of inside, I know. I can just sit here and go on and on and on, and I would..but that would be boring. Like ( Read more... )

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.

Unipolar Depression
75%
Schizophrenia
75%
Borderline Personality Disorder
67%
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
58%
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Luve iz teh suxor... I am personally annoyed with it. I have to kill Jesikah. I have never had that much hate directed at one person! It's a bit scary. She's nothing to me now, if she ever was. It looks like LJ is finally up again, not that I had anything interesting to put in it. Me, Marshall, Laurie, and Ashley went to the steakhouse yesterday. ( Read more... )

Woo Hoo..a snow day. My Mom and Bernard went to some paint store or something. I am a home, listening to music, nothing special...another one of my weird days. My sister is here. I get to watch her. I guess I got some sleep back and I can relax a bit. It was an almost gurranteed snow day now..so Marshall and I thought that we would go play DDR ( Read more... )