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Happy New Year
It's been a long time since I've been to livejournal. Maybe I'm just growing out of it or just have nothing depressing to say anymore like on my Xanga ( Read more... ) -
It's not fair
I don't think I deserve a girlfriend anymore because I want them to care for my problems but I won't give two shits about their's. It just isn't fair for the other person. No one should have to go through that kind relationship. If I do start to care for their problems, it just feels like I'm pitying them on the inside and that thought occurs ( Read more... ) -
Pillows
When I'm at home or in my dorm, I like to walk around holding pillows. Doing so is warm and comforting ( Read more... ) -
Hey,
Happy Birthday.
There's not much to do when you're 20, huh? -
Brigading
I had a dream about her again, but it was a very happy dream about her. She was walking with someone, maybe Andy or Alex, and she was dancing and smiling. I was trying to avoid her since I remembered she was trying to forget me but she started to talk to me. There was no anger and she was happier than I have ever remembered. I replied back. I don't ( Read more... ) -
HUUH HAAAAH.
WAGH. I'M SEEING A LOT OF CUTE GIRLS ON MY FLOOR NOW FOR SOME REASON. I NEED TO START TALKING TO THEM TO AT LEAST BE THEIR FRIEND ( Read more... ) -
SO GLORIOUS.
So on my way back from class, I did my usual routine of looking conspicuously at cute girls. I noticed this one girl's legs and they were very toned, muscular, healthy, etc. And then I noticed how her knees and calves moved as she walked forward. And then I compared it to her boyfriend's knees/calves/legsingeneral. There were little curves in both ( Read more... ) -
I wonder how calm I would be if I smoked?
It's one of those late nights again when I'm stuck with procrastinating my homework. Those kinds of nights quickly turn to depressing nights as I sit in front of my laptop ( Read more... ) -
Dramatic Spacing
I decided telling another friend my past situations and he told me almost an exact opposite of what Matt told me. "It's not your fault, her fault, etc ( Read more... ) -
The Scott Pilgrim movie made me depressed.
Today fucking sucked. After watching the Scott Pilgrim movie, it made me realize how stupid I talk in real life and all the shit I had to deal with in my sketchy relationships. I had to crack a smile while I was walking out with the people on my dorm floor to hide how depressed I felt ( Read more... )