A dead letter marked return to sender...

[mechanicalfae]

I should not be awake right now. I am though, you do what you have to do. I had to get the kids up and feed them and get them ready for school and then on to the bus. I am so tired, I don't sleep much anymore. Not even on my days off, I'm always being woken up to do something for someone. I'll be moving out soon though I hope. It's not to bad, but

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[lady_e]

((((hugs))))

your post is sad but beautifully written.

[mechanicalfae]

(((hugs)))

thank you dear.

[foreverreal]

Wow.
I'm sorry if I make a fool of myself here... I wanted to respond, but I'm not exactly sure what it is that I want to say.

I was in hospital over this past christmas. I was hit by a drunk driver, badly injured.. was in there for awhile. I don't like hospitals. (Funny that my dream is to be a doctor huh?) Anyways.. the reason for telling you this, is because I always looked forward to the cleaning lady. It was sort of the.. exciting? time of my day. I had someone come in the room.. it was a new face.. and even if we only spoke a few words.. and I knew she wasn't there to see me.. she was just doing her job... but I always looked forward to seeing her. On some of the harder days I would hold on just because I knew she'd be coming soon

[mechanicalfae]

Thanks, that makes me realy feel good, and appreciated. ^^

[supremegoddess]

Sounds like how I felt working at the nursing homes when someone died. The room was oppressive.

btw, are you living with your sister again?

[mechanicalfae]

0.o no my cousin actually, but i will be moving out really soon to live with amy and our friend paul

[supremegoddess]

Aha. Was just wondering because of the kids. =)

[mechanicalfae]

teyla only has one, heh heh

[technibliss]

That's so sad about the things you must see at some point, but it is a part of life. At least you get a chance to brighten up some of these peoples lives for just a bit. I don't think I could ever take on a job like that, so I admire you for being able to.