My great grandma passed away

im sad about it but im still fine

my dad is the one im worried about

he doesnt even look at me

he doesnt even say a 5 word sentence

i have finals this week

adn its my birthday on friday

the day of the funeral

which means no birthday

i hope hes ok

i dont want birthday no more, just him to be the same

 SICCKKK

i hat ebeing sick more than anything

it puts me in the worst of moods

i dunno whats even wrong with me

stuffy nose with my throat feeling wierd

NOT hurting or itching

just feeling wierd

:(

im pretty excited to win the smash tournament this sat. :)

Im scared

Im scared im the only one who understands myself, and im not sure thats true
im unsure of who wants and who needs

im alone yet everyone is around me
im tired but sleep is always at reach

im not sure im missed but yet i miss soo much
im wierdly not myself, but what if this is myself

im weary to express myself but i want to do it so many ways
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I was invisible

it wouldnt be any different

just more definate 

 who wants to go away with me?

whenever im home, i just sit on my bed and play guitar
i dont like it much

schoool+work+crazy mom= gahhhhh!

how is everyone doing?

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Be more patient

and

finish my projects

and

make sure my friends know i love them

and

cutting down all the things i waste (paper, food, drink, etc etc.)

these arent very hard

but at least i know they are doo-able

hello

heyy
how are you?

Camp Keep was greattt :)

i loved every minute of it

annnd it was wayyyy better a second time :)

nowww

im tiirreedd :(

I got accepted to Monterey Bay again
this time for spring

and im seriously contemplating going

butt i dont know if i really want to 
or if i have the money
or if i have the courage

butt it would be good to escape

soo im most likely leaning towards going