ARGH

Feb 10, 2005 14:06

i hate the world. nothing nothing NOTHING has ever been more frustrating than what i'm going through right now and that includes over break when i could barely do anything for myself because of the surgery. i hate theatre and it shouldn't be this frustrating. why am i so full of hate? WHERE DID THE LOVE GO??

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corwin_black February 10 2005, 19:49:36 UTC
I am stuck in a badly written, unfunded production directed by a friend of mine, I can't get cast in anything else, I hate the committments I do have and when I have free time I hate it because I can't find anything fun to do.
I can explain it by saying that I basically hate everything about myself and my life. Not completely true, because there are aspects I like, but in everything I do there is also something I hate.
Sometimes I wonder why I am full of hate (and oh, believe me, I am); my most recent theory is that it's because I care so much. Cared I not, why would I hate? What would it matter?
You're full of hate because you're full of love, too. I can't think of any other answer.

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astrosnow February 10 2005, 20:09:30 UTC
It is true you can only hate as much as you can love...it is like digging a hole in the sand. however deep it is there means there is a pile of sand right next to it. I love you!!!

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