Fic: Self-Diagnosis

[med_anomaly]

Title: Self-Diagnosis
Summary: House’s thoughts upon waking. Wilson’s Heart Post-ep.
Rating: PG13

Wilson. Why is Wilson standing there looking like I ran over his pup-

Shit. I remember too slowly. He’s gone by the time I’m caught up to reality.

Fuck. Fuck Wilson, and Fuck Amber, and Fuck that fucking bus.

Shit, my thoughts are coming

Comments

[alemyrddin]

I loved the ending of this piece. I think in the end House and Wilson will be okay again but the "Amber damage" was really permanent and that's so incredibly sad.

[med_anomaly]

Thanks. I agree, I think the boys will be all right in the end. At least, I hope so. Thanks for reading and reviewing.

[med_anomaly]

Thank you.
I couldn't agree with you more on all counts. This episode left me feeling bad for both of them, but worse for House, and also a little upset with Wilson. I'm hoping he comes to his senses about this situation soon, but you're right, for now, the world is not right here.
Thanks so much for reading and reviewing. It's appreciated.

[bmax67]

Wow.
Great job depicting House's confusion and inability to process his thoughts clearly and quickly.
Man, I hope the Wilson damage isn't permanent...
I wondered what kind of impairment he might have had upon waking from the coma. He never did speak and seemed unable to do much more than barely hold his eyes open.

[alanwolfmoon]

well.... they can't very well make him not be able to think and continue the series... so if anything, it's probably going to be just sensory or motor...

[med_anomaly]

Or temporary.

[med_anomaly]

Thank you. Glad it worked for you.
I hope it isn't either.
I don't know, but just considering the hyperstimulation of his hypothalamus (as implausible as it was), flashbacks and memory issues make sense. And after a seizure, neuropathy and confusion are common. Skull fracture should still hurt like hell too, and the leg, and he should be pretty weak and fatigue easily from the concussion, fracture, cardiac arrest, seizure and coma. How long any of these things lasts is pretty variable though.
Thanks for reading and reviewing.

[purpleinkpen]

Amber damage definitely permanent.

It is utterly inappropriate to make me giggle while House's brain is having epic fail.

Now that I've said that, I am perhaps the only person who thought it was funny. This, on the other hand:

Wilson damage could be permanent too.

Makes my brain try to crawl down and take refuge with the other organs that aren't suffering angst overload.

[med_anomaly]

Haha. What can I say? I'm an inappropriate kind of girl. I can definitely see where it might cause a giggle.
Aww, poor brain. Just be glad it's not as battered and abused as House's is right now.
Thanks so much for reading and reviewing. The feedback is much appreciated.

[chaoskir]

How do you do that always to me? I mean I'm not the depressing type and I really do like fluffy House-Wilson stories and if it is a love story I'm much more enthusiastically about that and of course I prefer happy ending. I'm just a "Weichei" (don't know if there exist a word like that in your language). But I'm always wondering about myself because I do love your stories, even if they are sad or depressing or with a bad ending. How do you do that? I don't get it.
Well thank a lot for this short but (again) very moving fic.

[med_anomaly]

Thanks Chaoskir. I'm so glad you enjoy my stories, even though most of them are kind of sad or heavy. Thanks for reading and reviewing. I really appreciate it.
And, you know, if you ever want to make a request for fluff or well anything else your heart desires, just let me know. I'd be happy to write it for you.

[chaoskir]

*SPEECHLESS*
Thank you.
Thank you.
Just thank you for your offer. I mean, wow, I don't know how I can tell that (in this language) but I'm so happy (and surprised). Really you would do that? Yeah, you wouldn't say that if you don't mean it, I guess but that's so .... nice? kind? lovely? It's so unexpected and great and ...*jumpsupanddowninjoy*
It must be a great feeling for you to be able to do writing as like as you do it.
And believe me from now on I'm your personally "Weichei" (maybe in your language it is: wet blanket *lol*) and if I'm feeling really in the needness for fluff or something else I will ask you. I promise.
I'm so glad impressed.

[med_anomaly]

You're very welcome. Let me know what you would like whenever. It's my pleasure to write something for such a faithful and thoughtful reader. :)