ASHLEY muthafucking KUCKO  is either goin to die or just go fuckin mentally insane. (its tru)

(oh and apparently she likes speaking in the 3rd person.)

chelsie's house fuckin wore me out. we were out in the pool til like, 2 in the morn. oh yes. that was great lemme tell u. then to top it off i played sum shitty ass ddr .. im becoming shitty again. ( Read more... )

SEND ME AN E-MAIL, SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT IN IT, I WONT LOOK AT U WIERD IN SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY, I WONT TELL ANYBODY ELSE. TELL ME WHAT EXACTLY YOU THINK OF ME AND IT WILL TOTALLY BE CONFIDENTIAL !!!

PLEASE !!  im so very curious..

email = voice_inside_ur_head@yahoo.com

ps. i luv my baby, benjamin matthew jake christophero zach the third. (me n ( Read more... )

i wish i could do that.. so. moving right along.

i wrote a new poem. a new one. its been a while my dears. but i did it.

i realize that i REALLY would like a job n it would get me a cellular mobile device of MY OWN so PLEASE, if anyone works sumwhere that i can works fridays,saturdays,and sundays at, SHOUT ME A HOLLER.thanks

im so0o0o mad. and sad ( Read more... )

"uhm, Donny really likes chocolate milk."

i love this Tv show. (current music)

gonna go ice skate soon with Kat and it should b like, totally ausome. then, i dunno what comes next..

nothing much is going on so this update is a quicky.. i'll prob have more to say later when i get bak home.. if u miraculously see this n feel like tlkin i got the cell ( Read more... )

Argg.. u kno, red bull does NOT work for me. i had it friday. nothing. today?? for breakfast?? nothing at all.. ( it was bc we tlked about it in psychology that wanted me to try it)

ahhh.. so as i was buying my red bull, there sits henry baum, allys cousin (matt.. cant spell the last name), jeremy namouff (sp?) < not working (bastard!) so we ( Read more... )

its so sad. all i can say.. as i said goodbye, i couldnt stop my crying. it was like rain from my eyes.. i feel fuckin BROKEN ( Read more... )

"I will treat u well, my sweet angel, so help me jesus ( Read more... )

just a quick update. and comment if u like.....

Blindsided

Here i go,

pathetic, yes, i know

blind, i can't see

i dont know whose face it is in front of me

i'm totally obsolete

my legs are feeling like concrete

feel my way to the door

i dont know anymore...

You dont know me

i dont know you

we dont know

just what to do

society screams in our face

( Read more... )

I so wish someone would tell me wuts going on.

I dont kno wut i should think rite bc i mean i go to read EVERYONES lj and all i see is depression. now im not tryin to b like this all-holy-dont-b-sad person but its just wierd bc almost everyone has sumthing depressive to say and all these people hapen to b my friends so that makes things even worse ( Read more... )

hmmm tlkin to dan now (totally kick ass) and otherwise....nothing . uhm i'm all lookin for jobs and its not easy and I HATE FILLING OUT APPLICATIONS! ahhh.

ok so im just randomly using different colors in my lj bc i WANT TO. hrmm... (dan = funny, btw) so today i didnt do much .. just went to the mall, DDR like wut, then after that i wlked over to ( Read more... )