I'm a little stressed right now! I'm overcome with emotion right now. I was just lying down in my bed, trying to sleep because I have to get up early before class tomorrow. Only I can't ( Read more... )

A week from now I will be in Hawaii =) I'm very excited =) I really need to get out of Baton Rouge. I haven't gone on a real vacation for about a year and a half. I'm going insane! Being in Baton Rouge, stuck in my day to day life, has caused me to loose inspiration in my life. Hopefully this trip will be a nice chance to get away and renew ( Read more... )

Tonight is supposed to be my 21sy birthday party. We have this hgue party planned... and of course it's pouring down rain! I hope it stops by otnight because I don't think we can have so many people all inside. Why does it always have to rain in Louisiana? It's supposed to be raining tomorrow too for the game... ugh ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, so I guess I will now. There is this guy in my life that I regret ever meeting. He's a nice guy and all, but he calls me about 5 times a day. I told him about bryan and everything, yet he acts like I never said anything. He just changes the subject. I pretty much quite answering his calls, trying to give him the ( Read more... )

Just a little note to remind some people (you know who you are) that this is my journal, therefore I can write in it as ofen as I want too =P Thank you..lol ( Read more... )

So classes have finally started again. This semester is going to be really hard for me. I think I'm really going to like it though. I like my English classes. I'm in British Lit 1 and 2, Shakespeare and Odysseys in Literature. Hoepfully some of the reading will overlap ( Read more... )

I don't think I could be more confused about my life right now if I tried. My head is such a mess. Bryan just told me tonight that he's probably going to be back in Baton Rouge in about 3 weeks. He wants me to wait for him..and not date anyone else. I dont' know if I want that too or what ( Read more... )

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I'm about to go to work in a few minutes... it sucks because it's probably going to be slow and I won't make any money =( Oh well, I guess it's better than sitting on my ass all day.

Bryan has been calling me every day now. I'm glad, but then again I don't even really like talking to him because it just makes me think of how much happier he is

I"m lonely at night with Bryan gone... He hasn't called me, not even once. =( It's hard... why doesn't he love me as much as I love him? This always happens to me....... =(

(sorry for the depressed mood, but I am)