... Naruto, would you mind if I had dinner with you sometime? I feel much better. Really.
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It still hurts... so much- I still can't- why did I let myself believe anything good could come of sleeping with the enemy. ... Loving the enemy.
Stupid. Foolish... I just- I can't even...
He made me eat. Sleep. ... But he was faking everything, just like he used to. Fake smile, fake concern, fake affection-
I'd rather he try and kill me than fake that.
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