Collective gasp

[medijupiter19]

We have a scene planned for this weekend.  A public scene.  (insert gasp)  And then another scene planned at COPE, which would be much more public, although with fewer close friends around

Comments

[brigittefires]

I do wish you luck. :) Let us know how it goes? (That was a blatant request for a wordy, descriptive, delicious recounting of both scenes ;)

[medijupiter19]

Heh, thanks. I'll see what I can do. :>

[imjanko]

I know you know this, but I figured I could always publicly comment on how beautiful I think you are naked, clothed, lights on, lights off. Were I blind, our shared energy alone would be enough for me to still know that you are the most beautiful woman to me.

I do think that though, that while it is natural for everyone there to make inner judgments of other peoples' naked forms, I think that is all overshadowed by their appreciation of what is going on. The shared energy between two (or more) people that are really enjoying themselves, and setting themselves free in a way that many other people on this planet will never experience.

In saying that, if it helps, your apprehension and nervousness are shared.

I do still imagine judgement, snarkiness, evaluation and subjective valuation based on my physical form.

Different meaning of the word form, but I couldn't have said this better had I blogged it myself. I have much the same fear myself.

[medijupiter19]

Jesus, do you rehearse this stuff?

You are my favorite ever. I love you so much.

[imjanko]

I actually don't...it is just the way my brain works when you are concerned.

I loave you too. ;)

repeat after me

[wench33]

I am a hot fat bitch. Fuck everyone else's idea of beauty.

LUCK!!!!!

Re: repeat after me

[medijupiter19]

LOL thanks. You rock.

[darkersunshine]

So many things in my brain! GAH!

A)You're gorgeous!
B)I think that everyone knowing you and Dan will know that this is a special occasion and NOBODY will be judging you - they'll be so awwed to be a part of this milestone!
C)That brings me to my first thought (but didn't want to start with it): ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??? I'm missing the first party in a long time and I'm fucking missing out on THIS??!!! *CRIES*
D)(Second thought): I'm really happy for you both and look forward to the details ASAP! You both are on my top list of favorite people and I'm so intrigued by your dynamic. I'm really sad I'll miss out on this! (See "C")
E)Relax and have fun. You're way more judgemental about yourself than anyone else it. This is a lesson I know firsthand (hello fire demo?...amongst other scenes). And Dan is right -it's always more about the energy than the physical traits.
F)"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???!! GRRRR!!"

*GRIN*

*BIGHUGS*

*POUTSattheluck*

[medijupiter19]

Yeahyeahyeah LOL

Thanks for reminding/concurring. I know it's more about the energy, but it doesn't change our own internal critic, yanno?

Sorry for your/our luck on this one. :( Must to writing blogs afterwards!

[darkersunshine]

I do know! Most def. But you will be hot and it will be fun and I am SOL!!! :-D

XOXOXOXO

[slave_leilia]

This is such a lovely post - full of optimism and hope. As others have said, you ARE A beautiful woman - in form, mind, and spirit. I am VERY excited to be a part of this for you guys.

:)

[medijupiter19]

Aw, thanks! Garsh, I have the best friends...