I'm so angry right now i want to scream. I hate being angry at any of my friends, but this time i can't help it. And the thing is, i know there's no way of fixing it, because you won't listen.

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When do i finally get rid of all this crap!?!?!?!? Ugh. For those of you who go to my church, you know what Vince was talking about the other night? About the "roadblocks" that are keeping you from having a relationship with God? Or what "doubts" or "questions" you have about Him? Well, i have one. Does God really care about my pain??? Why doesn't ( Read more... )

So the Oshas left today and i'm kinda bummed about it. It's always sad when they leave but o well. I had a blast while Teeny was here though so that was good ( Read more... )

Well summer is finally getting cool i guess. Teeny's staying with me for 2 weeks and so far it's been sooo much fun. I wish all of you could meet her. She's only 11, but still way awesome. We went to Michigan's adventure, the best part of which was the water park, and there's a pretty funny story about a really hott lifeguard to be told about that ( Read more... )

Blahhh.Drivers ed is a drag, and range....let's not even go there. It's soo freaking hot ( Read more... )

So once again i'm back to square one... god this sucks. I had so much to look forward to but i guess it just wasn't meant to be. I try to tell myself that if i don't go looking for it it will just one day find me when i least expect it...but i'm too impatient. that just makes me want it more. what am i supposed to do? i hate feeling like this. i ( Read more... )

So yeah....i'm glad summer's here but so far it has sucked to be perfectly honest. Drivers ed is a complete joke, i got roped into babysitting every day (i make good money don't get me wrong but it just stinks because now i can't go anywhere during the day except drivers ed), and i haven't done much of anything so far. Sitting around at home all ( Read more... )

Empty spaces fill me up with holes ( Read more... )