its that time of year again. i can't stop listening to the get up kids and contemplating my life choices thus far. wah wah wah ( Read more... )

it has been a while. 2 days ago i had a major fight with my mom. theres a part of me thats glad that fight happened, as we never have "real" conversations, but it did bring back painful realities about my family dynamics that i have chosen to ignore for the past several years. i've called her a number of times between yesterday and tonight and she ( Read more... )

i keep having dreams about zombies and weddings. usually at the same time. perhaps this is the wind in my sails right now as generally i have a hard time finding motivation to run outside. i require a fantasy involving me having the physical prowess to outrun a tornado or volcano, or perhaps the return of a dinosaur (or zombie?)- generally anything ( Read more... )

oh yes, you are mine.

DREAM APARTMENT, BE MINE!

be proactive.

i like me.

my guts are percolating

i recently found an old mix cd in my car, which has produced at least 15 minutes of laughter amongst myself and my passengers.

it does not make me want to start listening to terror again but i do miss my frandz.

whatchyo man got to do with me?