time to destroy the myspacebook

god do i hate some attention whores... oh how much do you like me... dont forget to comment about me... do you love me... look at me... NO and quite frankly you are the only one who likes you. deal with it.

i am a man seeking to create a better world. there is no place for me in the better world. my only purpose is to help create it for others to enjoy. i know not why or how but that i must do this. i do not mean that i have no reason to live but that i serve a higher purpose than living in a great world. i want to help somewhere. i want to be ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say or what to suggest. my problem is no secret. i do not let myself get close to people. i am still bitter from the last time someone close but a knife in my back. more to truth he just watched me slip it in myself and did not try to convince me not to or help me take it out when i realized what i had done. i want to see my ( Read more... )

absolutely perfect example of how quickly situations can change=

kitty sniffing your nipple tickles

kitty trying to suck milk out of your nipple just feels awkward

well i dont know if it is a good or a bad thing but i have just been infinity entertained by the maintenance people who are fixing my door. see if you saw these people you would be instantly in the mood to listen to ccr. so i figured hell why not. so for the last 10 minutes there have been three men with beards singing along to ccr and banging away ( Read more... )

so ive had a great night. quite possibly the best laugh of all time. i was chilling in lees room and i was down there for a while. i lent my car keys to caroline and when she got back to mallet she brought them to me. well after a few hours of tv and chilling i decided it was time to go and all of a sudden my keys had dissappeared. i mean seriously ( Read more... )

incomplete thought ( Read more... )

back to those four categories. today i noticed myself pondering how many people made it to certain categories and never got a chance to make it any further. mostly because i havent seen them in a while or havent talked to them in a while. i have about decided that she is out there for me somewhere and there is a damned good chance i met her and ( Read more... )

1 find attracting
2 attracted to
3 love
4 in love with

attraction is judged equally by inner and outer aspects

i promise

tonight i noticed how many people dont fit into the first category
and that a couple fit into the second