what i'm thinking a real post
ummmmm okay so found out the other day no trip to tenn with my friends (having to rethink the friend thing really) so i cried and cried called nathan he calmed me down some, he said i was a really beautiful person i really am, ummmm, told my mom when she came home got bitched out for having crappy friends, then called my cousin to see if she wanted to go she has to work, so my parents are goin with me, all i wanted was to go to tenn with friends without any parents, i even tried to tell my mom for her and my dad to go without me, she said no, so now i have to go with them to tenn, it's goin to fucking suck ass, i just love my bday present thanks a fucking lot, so then i took a shower and cried then came back on the puter and talked to a few people they just kinda had more important things to do, then i went in my room to wait on a call that never happened, i cried myself to sleep, then woke up bout 7 then 8 then 9 i think, got online for a little while then went to the store with my mom, got me a stuffed rabbit, it's got magical powers, he can fly, named him toot toot!!, she wanted to get me a card i didn't want one, then we got my bday cake it's the oreo icecream cake from baskin robbins, then back home, i moved my bed so i have more room, then i washed clothes, ben my brother came home he had his car windows painted in white and green saying happy bday and stuff like that, that was nice of him, but just reminded the one thing i wanted wasn't goin to happen, then we got dressed and waited on dad to get home so we could go out to get at o'charley's it was okay, then went to bilo to get me some candles, i really didn't want candles or even a cake, this is one bday that was suppose to be great and it fucking sucked ass, and i'm learning from some people that i am hot, i'm great, i'm tired of letting people let me down, i'm doin some cuts when i get back, i've already taken some numbers off my phone, i get paid tomo that's good really good, i'm gonna try to update more often and not worry bout what others say if they say something i don't like i'll delete it so yeah and i'll comment what i want on others and they can do as they please, the brick wall is up and it's up high, so yeah right now to everyone who doesn't like me, fuck you!!!!!