This tears at me. My heart is in shreds. I expected my Mom to die and it was a relief when she was out of pain. I still miss Mom, all the things I want to tell her.
It's like that with Meri but worse. She was part of our alter-world, another creator in it. She will be so missed. She was one that got the humor in things, the same look at the world at large and our world here. It hurts and she must have been hurting so much more. I want to believe that she miscalculated on what was needed to escape her pain and her body gave up the fight. She's in better hands now and with those she loved and was loved by; finally at peace.
And in a very unChristian way, I hope the person who ruined her childhood feels the guilt in his soul for what he did.
Since before Christmas she's been unravelling and nothing has helped. So much pain. Felt so helpless no magic words to comfort and ease the hurt. She had so much talent and heart to offer but was betrayed.
Can only think of this as a success for her, she achieved what she long wanted. She no longer has to fight. The thought of how much she had to fight each day..
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I expected my Mom to die and it was a relief when she was out of pain. I still miss Mom, all the things I want to tell her.
It's like that with Meri but worse. She was part of our alter-world, another creator in it. She will be so missed. She was one that got the humor in things, the same look at the world at large and our world here. It hurts and she must have been hurting so much more. I want to believe that she miscalculated on what was needed to escape her pain and her body gave up the fight. She's in better hands now and with those she loved and was loved by; finally at peace.
And in a very unChristian way, I hope the person who ruined her childhood feels the guilt in his soul for what he did.
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She had so much talent and heart to offer but was betrayed.
Can only think of this as a success for her, she achieved what she long wanted. She no longer has to fight. The thought of how much she had to fight each day..
But it leaves the world that little emptier.
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