I will have to massage butts in my future profession. I am not sure if I am up to something like that. We'll see. Ben said that I could practice on his naked behind anytime. Ha ha. There is definite love for Ben today. He went out of his way to make me happy. It was nice. Best friends are awesome ( Read more... )

I bought more underwear. It's like I am an addict. This is getting sad. But I like it ( Read more... )

Work ruins my life. But it was bearable tonight only because Joanne and I are awesome, and make farting noises with toys to make customers uncomfortable. Like I said, we're awesome ( Read more... )

This is me, hating the world. Not really, but being mad enough to cry. I hate that. And I feel so out of control ( Read more... )

You are so confusing! Gosh.

I deleted your emails. Closure, and finally embracing me for who I am. I guess I have more to thank you for than I am willing to admit. I wouldn't be the person I am if it wasn't for you. So for that, I thank you. I love you, still. I am just through with this.

P.S. - I ate actual food today. A whole grilled cheese sandwhich. But I feel really sick. Let's hope I keep it down.

Things are just awkward ( Read more... )

Happy birthday to Jamie! My love!

There is no way that I can still be awake, and breathing. But I am. I fooled the world ( Read more... )