I hate the fact that I dont exsit to you ...except for the nights you feel lonely

Why is my life so confusing right now?
I know I should'nt belive what you say to me...but for some reason I do...can you really blame me?
Some moments are so comfortable and everything feels so right.....
I wish I knew

BTW I want to take a tub
I have cookie crumbs in my bed
-Anonymus

Oh so cute

So tonight my friends are having a huge party and guess where I will be ( Read more... )

So I survived the 17 mile run all alone. I ran from AdAms house in Southbridge to Dudley. It was the worst run of my lifr but i did it and it made me that much stronger. Only 2 more "Long" runs left....a 12 and an 8 and then the marathon. I can not wait. :) I better see you all there ( Read more... )

OKKKKKKKKKKKKKk so I have to do a 17 mile run all alone this Saturday because Britt has to go home Friday afternoon. This is going to absolutly suck. Does anyone want to join me on this nice run? :::::::::::Crosses fingers:::::::::::::::::::

So I ran the Bostons run to remember on March 13th...its the half marathon for fallen police officers in Massachusettes. Britt, Marge and I ran it in 2 hours and 10 minutes!! It was lots of fun and made me 100x more excited for the marathon ( Read more... )

SO I have my Half Marathon this Sunday. I am really excited but kinda upset at the same time. There are a few people who I wish could go and watch but cant. Well I am not sure if my dad is going or not. It depends on a few things which are all understandable but I really want him there. Even tho me and AdAm are not together I want him there to ( Read more... )

Adam and I are done for good...and this time I mean it. (I know I say that every time we break up) but I am positive this time. I cant let him bring me down anymore, its not worth my time or energy. Yeah it sucks but my life will go on and so will his. I just hope he turns back on the right path were he was when I first met him because I do ( Read more... )

Late night talks ( Read more... )