i've not updated for helluva long time. mainly cuz life thusfar for the last month has involved running (not literally, mostly driving) between whitfield, dover, folkestone, nd canterbury. and i'm bloody knackered. maybe cuz certain people, mostly my goddam landlord, isn't pulling his weight ( Read more... )

i'm so screwed. the coaches all my friends are getting to reading have sold out. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. hate everything. everything hurts. bollocks!!!

my reading ticket just caaaaaame, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, oh it feels a lot further away than it is, i've not been thinking about it too much, but it's ever so soon, two weeks now. ahh there's something about it that makes me feel ever so happy just being there. though i've been a bit funny lately. i hope i don't go mental on certain people. i ( Read more... )

Ooh that sounded a little bit angry didn't it. oops. yeah, not too sure what i was mad about, i think i was just a bit stressed and scared. pfft. i think maybe i freak too much - and i get annoyed too much. i dunno. but yeah, pub golf was awesome, i so so wanted to keep going, but darn that Ginny and her vomit reflex of steel, lol. but yeah. was ( Read more... )

and the one person i want to fucking get a hold of so as i want someone just to fucking talk to, i can't cuz i can't find my fucking phone! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!

fucking pissed off!!!!!!

i did indeed make liddy a grandiose cake of magnificent proportions. i was quite proud. i also bought her a jesus. he was only a pound. her party was awesome i thought. like really really chilled out, and lotsa drink and chat and choons. oh man, i just remembered singing along to the disney princess CD. lol that was great. seriously, if any guy ( Read more... )

i've been a bit miserable this week and a half. but boo sucks, what can you do ( Read more... )

grraaarrrrr drunk drunk drunk drunk hmmmmm hmmm hm hm hm

what? who did the what now? OHHH i'm tired

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

i hate things.