- Grace
- Patience
- Strength
- Courage
- Wisdom
- Faith

I'm trying.

I know how and where Christians and Muslims derive their strength from. But where do Buddhists, and atheists go to?

Joyeux anniversaire a moi!

Well-wishes started pouring in at about 12 am, with closer friends smsing, whatsapping, calling me, LJing me (looking at you Mel) and there was a very nice simple tweet from Crunch. And of course there's FB where I must thank people for logging in and noticing the right corner with my name on it, and then deciding to say ( Read more... )

"Nostalgia does not heighten memory’s activity, it does not awaken recollections; it suffices unto itself, unto its own feelings, so fully absorbed by its suffering and nothing else."
- Milan Kundera

A really traumatizing one. I never want to be alone in a car with someone whom I thought was my trusted, platonic friend.

How am I coping?

Replaying the scenes in my mind again and again, and gradually getting desensitized.

I don't think it's healthy.

But I don't know how else to deal in the short term.

I note the spike in LJ entries now that school's begun.


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Last semester's happening in less than 18 hours. While I can't wait for school to be over, I'm also simultaneously terrified and excited about the future. Where will I go? What will I do? What can I do? Is this right for me?

One of the reasons why I used to want to enter a professional line such as medicine was because the future would be decided
the ( Read more... )

I've decided to come up with my own bucket list, because having something to look forward to, and having the faith that you will someday strike it off the list, may be what's gonna keep me from feeling so listless all the time.

1) See a sky full of stars (not glo-in-the-dark nor from getting punched)
2) Work and live in Norcal/Vancouver for a period ( Read more... )

Mon examen francais est DEMAIN ( Read more... )

我忍.