living is so strange. i cant comprehend things like politics or taxes, even though i try. growing is weird, i dont know if i am doing it right. a constant feeling of putting myself "together" lingers in my mind. i always feel not "together", i guess. theres so much on my plate, i do that to myself. i miss a lot of things, the way i was. even though ( Read more... )

In general, my life has been treating me reasonably well. It's insane how much can change in the span of a couple months. I feel like I have grown up a lot lately. I miss some things too, though. I feel good.

rip
big beautiful piece i got on 420
zaks little blue one

fux

last night bad brains blew my mind, i am still at a lose of words
they were seriously glowing for the hour and half set
i cant belive i got to see bad brains

i want to actually learn how to tag, ive been starting some drawings and im falling in love ( Read more... )

There is no blatent reason for me to be feeling uneasy. I keep trying to figure out what is wrong with my mood. I feel like I am stuck, kinda scared to move on. I really should move on, it scares me to be with anybody else, and when i am, it doesnt feel right. Something needs to change, because I am growing very heartless. I smile, try to not be ( Read more... )

why is it so hard to sleep? i just want to stop worrying about things and be able to sleep for once, and stop crying at everything
things are crushing me all the fucking time
nothing makes me feel good anymore
and people are shitty
and im always bitching

i simply cannot put into words how much i hurt right now ( Read more... )

i cant stand it when people hangup, drive away, and slam doors in my face when im trying to fix things
thanks mom for never failing to always do these

i need somewhere to live

i fucking hate what some things have become