sometimes things are really messed up and just when you think its all over something happens that makes you realize that everything isnt as bad as you thought.
i know its probably nothing, but im hoping its something... id really like it to be something.
i have this problem of trying to hard... or maybe its not trying hard enough.
i dont have much to say... i guess all thats on my mind at the moment is that, it sucks to be dissapointed... even if it is my own fault.
me: why do i have this intolerable ability to fall in love instantly? (answering my own question) because you have problems, but... its like anything else.