went to see "into the woods" at the middle school and dropped off my guard flag on the way... and brian my lovely lovely soph was in the band room with his sax! i was so happy :) and i gave him a hug about 4x the length of the hug he would've preferred. haha.

and then proceeded to the play where dave my former 6th grader was playing Jack?!?!?! wow ( Read more... )

so i guess i'm single again. it's weird cos it's been so long lol. i'm really happy, too, cos all that stress is gone now and i still have my best friend. and i get to go back to norwich!! hehe. but in a plutonic way now. and he sent me the sweetest im after i saw him today, it made me smile :) i do miss him already though.

i miss vann :( we'd walk ( Read more... )

i never imagined how hard this would be, and it doesn't help that he seems to be pretending it isn't happening at the end of the week... so he called and i told him i didn't think we should see each other tomorrow, and i mean, that was unbelievably easy, but it was so hard to hear his voice after that. i guess it hadn't sunk it yet... i want to ( Read more... )

nick is gone :( he stayed an hour and a half today instead of an hour... and he showed me the beginning of "portrait of tracy" which is the coolest bass song ever... at least i have his email, lol, he said not to spam him but i don't really get any spam to begin with. i will really miss him though :( hopefully i can get lessons with this guy Rich, ( Read more... )

i thought i'd be less stressed out after i talked to him but i guess i'm wrong a lot. i just want the week to be over and i want to get to Florida and start the OURS-ness. i don't care about warped any more, i just have to get out of here, and get away from everything that's been happening. i don't want to think about how much i'll miss him after ( Read more... )

i had the greatest dream... that i was playing keyboards for OURS at a huge venue, when Jimmy announces that he has a surprise guest and Brian May comes out and we all play "someone to die for"... wow, lol, that was one helluva dream, seriously! it reminds me that i should try to play in OURS someday ;) lol

today is the Curiosa festival... i hope ( Read more... )

this is the only song i know of in which jimmy gnecco says the phrase "wet dream." LOL sorry i had to say that, i've been thinking it all day.

9 days till i see OURS again... i really hope anthony will be there. i won't see him for a REALLY long time if he isn't and that definately doesn't make me feel very happy at all...

i have glitter all over ( Read more... )

hmm.

i was having the greatest dream and then my mom woke me up. i hate when that happens.

i hate today and all that today has stood for the past two years, and i sort of wish we still talked every now and then. but you know what, it's one of those things that was so good for me overall that i can't regret it. and it's not like you try at all.

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sometimes, jimmy gnecco writes a song lyric that is just so true i wonder how he ever worded it... i've been pondering over this since the FABULOUS Lilly sent me all those lovely unreleased songs and the "sour" album... from the song "i ran away to tell the world"... he says:

"come on
don't spend your whole life
waiting for your whole life
thinking ( Read more... )

i talked to bob for three hours last night. or this morning. cos i've gotten to the state where i was so tired i wasn't tired any more. so i went to bed at 4 am, lol, the cat woke me up at 7, went back to sleep at 8, and my mom woke me up at 9.30. i was really mad but i guess it's all good cos i did need to talk to brian. so now i'm talking to ( Read more... )