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finesse_bottom in meet_indreams

Back to Square One???

Dec 23, 2004 03:17

I was getting fidgety... how many times could I explain this to him. I mean I had already explained this to him, but it was only getting through to him tiny bits at a time, which is not entirely the best way for this to happen. I had to be patient, yes I could see that. I had been dealing on some level with just the dream Andrew, not the real ( Read more... )

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burninating December 24 2004, 21:04:34 UTC

I played with the way-too-green dream grass while I listened and thought. She was offended or something about my shock that she'd been in heaven ( ... )

finesse_bottom December 25 2004, 21:06:40 UTC

"I just wanted you back here. You were so nice to me and I never got to thank you. So... thanks. For being nice to me and for killing those bringers. I really wouldn't have made it out without you. And now I'm supposed to remember all this. How can I do that? I've never been very good at remembering dreams -- and they aren't usually like this, anyway. They're never this clear. And, I feel lame because you're all sad and you miss your... cabana people. Should I imagine cabana people and try and get them here to keep you company? I mean -- what happens when I wake up? Where will you go?"

"I don't know..."

The poor thing, all he wanted to do was help, and in a way maybe he did. I just wasn't looking at it the right way.

"And, sorry, about not thinking you were in heaven... it's just -- I didn't think that people who killed or hurt other people got to go to heaven. I know you were good and you tried for a few years, but... I really only did that one bad thing and... I'm pretty sure I'm supposed to go to hell."Oh dear, this was not ( ... )