this crazy car/seeing game is starting back up. heh. could this once again be a sign. something/someone came in the way. but it starts back up again. could this really mean we are suppose to meet? dang i hope so ( Read more... )

today. woke up at 12ish ( Read more... )

geez, i have been so tired lately. im not really sure why. i went to bed last night between 1030 and 11 and didnt wake up this morning til 12 ( Read more... )

hahahahahha. WOW. GROW UP! you realy do make me laugh

today was different ( Read more... )

you stupid group of people. you think you are all so high a mighty. god you make me so mad. i didnt do one thing to yall, yall dont even know me, but you follow me around and watch every move. i see the whispers. heh. you know what though. i dont care. whats it matter what you think. you ruined something, are yall happy now?

today, it wasnt as bad as it thought it was going to be. actually it was pretty good. heh, never thought i would say that about monday ( Read more... )

today we went to the lake to celebrate mothers day. the WHOLE fam was there. dang my cousin is TALL now. hes only 13. he cracks me up. he wanted to go fishing but his dad wouldnt get up, so he took the car next door(cause they own the cabin next door) and he hooked up the boat and started moving the boat into the water. haha. so my uncle finally ( Read more... )

im frustrated. how i feel. i want to tell you. but that didnt work before. but i think its different now. youre different. why do people have to beat around the bush. why cant they just be up front and if things dont work out the way they wanted, so be it-at least they got it out and gave something a chance rather then just sit back and see if it ( Read more... )

so i just took a personality disorder test. it rated me high for avoidant personality disorder. hmm. good.

AvoidantAvoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected ( Read more... )