so tonight was good. i went to god on trial and it was really interesting. it made me want to talk to sagar about what he believes and all. so 5 mins ago melissa asked if i wanted to go to prom. heh. now my cats are hissing at each other. well just tigger at millie. he hasnt gotten use to her yet. he still hurt i think. it will take some time.

despite the not so eventful weekend, it wasnt that bad. i had some "me time" i guess you could say. i slept a lot and hung out with my mom. i learned a lot his past week about life. and also realized i have a good friend who i never really thought about too much. but im glad i realized this. but i have to go to school tomorrow. man. i hate it so.

so today, in church, as usual, i was not listening to the sermon-hey i have been up since 5-but i was looking around at all the white and gold banners hanging, the white lilies all a long the front of the church, the packed santuary that only happens twice a year-easter and christmas-it doesnt even feel like easter. it feels like time is just there ( Read more... )

its amazing what you have right under you, but dont notice.


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today has been boring. i went to church at 1130 to do stuff for easter. an hour and half later i went left and just drove around. came home played with my cat. then meredith and i walked James Dean(her dog) on the trail. 3 miles, not bad. i needed to do something today cause parker said it takes THREE days to get out of shape and figuring we had a ( Read more... )

wow. im tired. i woke up at like 8 this morning. come on youre suppose to sleep in when there is no school. oh well. haley and i went and laid out for a while. then got lost in mt. brook. ha. fun times. so tonight im babysiting. i think? hey i need to go check on that....

so i usually dont take failure that well, but this time i am pretty well. ahh yes im the dork who didnt make it. ha. its all right its my fault, i shouldnt have done what i did. and now i learned things arnt the way you think they are. but hey im fine with it. i dont have the deep passion like others have for it so its okay. i still have ( Read more... )

tonight, i went outside and sat at the end of the drive way and looked up to the sky and talked to god for about 15 mins. i dont understand why things happen when they do or why they do at all. i just know they happen. i dont think everything has a great purpose in life. but then again it might. i dont know.

does anyone want to guess how long it took to to get gas in my car and go to wal mart? yes took 45 mins. geez.

today was long. i hate running. and learning three different dances in one day. geez. i went out to eat with Kate. it was fun cause i havnt gotten to ride with her and talk in the car since i got my car. i miss getting to talk to kate. shes a really cool person if you dont know her. she makes but laugh. so then we went to g.o.t. wasnt so great ( Read more... )