im excited about a cd im about to get. well its just a burnt one but these are the songs on it ( Read more... )

grand, im going to die because of fat! and in 12 some years.

its kinda weird to keep an online journal. i mean i know i dont keep my deepest darkest feelings in this thing, but i do put a lot of stuff sometimes. so many people can read it and never knowing who is reading it. im sure i have offended people by what i write. im not sorry for that. i mean i dont try to be mean about it, but its just what i think ( Read more... )

pop quiz guys:

do you like short hair or long hair on girls
and blond red or brown hair?

im sad now. i just found out a friend of mine who i havnt talked to lately has gotten into drugs. cigarettes. drinking. and trying to kill himself. hes getting help. but im still really scared for him. i just want to give him a big hug and sit with him. this has never happened to me, having a friend tell me all this before. he just said "pray 4 me ( Read more... )

i want a relationship. everytime one could be starting up i think to far ahead and mess everything up. i just want a guy to like me and want to be around me. i see all my friends with their boyfriends and it makes me sad. i want to cry. but that would be stupid. i dont know, i just want some kinda of relationship.

i havnt laughed so hard as i did tonight in a long time. haha haley i love you!!!! i cant explain how much fun i had.

but has anyone been to the lakeshore trail lately? they put lines on it like it was a road. kinda weird. im going biking in the morning if anyone wants to join me!

i dont know what this does but it looked cool.


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after a week at sumatanga, church was a disappointment. a huge disappointment. i dont enjoy going to my church anymore. everything is so political.

but im going to have a job this week. woo hoo. im going to spend the week, well four days, with my grandparents and im going to work in my papas drug store. i need money.

i got home from camp about 12 mins ago. i got my kitten some chiken figures and came and got on the computer. go figure this is my life ( Read more... )

ahhh. my cats wont leave eachother alone. actually its more millie not leaving tigger alone...
this is what usually happens between the two:

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