unlovable?

[meetva]

I cannot give up on something so beautiful. Somewhere, love exists, or there would be a lot more starving poets in the world. I don't have high standards anymore. Just that a guy be totally crazy about me, and only about me. Why is that not as simple as it sounds in my mind

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[luvhate_tragedy]

I totally know what you mean... all I want is someone to be as crazy about me as I am about him. Why is that so hard to find? Don't just think it's New York City, it's Radford too, and Northern Virginia... and everywhere in the continental United States. Just know you're a beautiful intelligent person... you've found someone once, and have been happy... which is why you're so thirsty for it again, as am I. We'll get what we deserve sooner or later <3 hang in there hun! xoxoxo

And PS - I'd much rather be in New York, then a dumb fuck town in the mountains, with nothing but egotistical frat guys running around looking for their next lay rather than their next serious relationship. haha

[meetva]

New York City has plenty of its own egotistical, unloyal, cocky, horny frat guys - who just can't deal with one of us at a time. It's still college. I'm trying to convince myself that it's that I'm too much for them to handle, and not that I'm just not enough.

[luvhate_tragedy]

Yeah, I guess you're right. College boys, and I do mean boys, just suck. hang in there :)