Danse Macabre
Well observed.
I haven't done much journal updating.
I have been busy.
Busy avoiding my boyfriend because avoiding him is easier than lying to him and trying deseperately to conceal what's worrying me.
Alright, it's not really worrying me. It's more...a nagging sort of feeling. I feel like i'm being watched - it's a wake up call, if you ask me. Who can you trust? Who can you not trust? When do you have the option to trust or not trust taken away from you?
I'll tell you when. When you get a fucking hex placed on you that prevents you from telling anyone anything at all.
I can tell he hates me for it. It feels like he's slipping away because how can he trust me if I won't let him know what's bothering me?
I suppose the best thing to do is act like nothing is wrong whatsoever. Get plenty of sleep. Eat well. Be happy, healthy, bouncey and good natured...
...I don't recall that I was happy, healthy, bouncey and good natured in the first place but perhaps i'd better start.
Made a trek to the Slytherin common room this evening to pick up a copy of Playwizard. Managed to negotiate with a pus-ridden third year boy until he walked away with all his Divination homework done, and I walked away with a centrefold of Blondie.
[Block Star]
You see, Miss Ruet appears to have forgotten that she has a Fiance. But I have not. The magazine? All sealed up in a nice brown envelope addressed to "Lorenzo Nerezza". I'll take it up to the Owlery tomorrow night. Ideally i'd like a few pictures of Star with the various people she's been seen with since returning to school (Draco, Skylar, Draco, Skylar, Draco...Skylar. Skylar.) but i'm not sure if i'll have the chance. Perhaps someone would be willing to assist me?
Remember. You're avenging my unborn child, here. It's rewarding work.
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Christmas and New Year both went well - Theo re-did my room for me which looks fantastic although I feel slightly guilty whenever i'm in it, now, given the current...circumstances.
...I don't think I have much else to add, except that i'm glad to hear you are alright again, Hermione. We should perhaps...do something...sometime...maybe?
Ugh. I'm terrible at this 'social' thing. Why I ever tried to forge any sort of relationship with anybody is totally beyond me.
I haven't done much journal updating.
I have been busy.
Busy avoiding my boyfriend because avoiding him is easier than lying to him and trying deseperately to conceal what's worrying me.
Alright, it's not really worrying me. It's more...a nagging sort of feeling. I feel like i'm being watched - it's a wake up call, if you ask me. Who can you trust? Who can you not trust? When do you have the option to trust or not trust taken away from you?
I'll tell you when. When you get a fucking hex placed on you that prevents you from telling anyone anything at all.
I can tell he hates me for it. It feels like he's slipping away because how can he trust me if I won't let him know what's bothering me?
I suppose the best thing to do is act like nothing is wrong whatsoever. Get plenty of sleep. Eat well. Be happy, healthy, bouncey and good natured...
...I don't recall that I was happy, healthy, bouncey and good natured in the first place but perhaps i'd better start.
Made a trek to the Slytherin common room this evening to pick up a copy of Playwizard. Managed to negotiate with a pus-ridden third year boy until he walked away with all his Divination homework done, and I walked away with a centrefold of Blondie.
[Block Star]
You see, Miss Ruet appears to have forgotten that she has a Fiance. But I have not. The magazine? All sealed up in a nice brown envelope addressed to "Lorenzo Nerezza". I'll take it up to the Owlery tomorrow night. Ideally i'd like a few pictures of Star with the various people she's been seen with since returning to school (Draco, Skylar, Draco, Skylar, Draco...Skylar. Skylar.) but i'm not sure if i'll have the chance. Perhaps someone would be willing to assist me?
Remember. You're avenging my unborn child, here. It's rewarding work.
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Christmas and New Year both went well - Theo re-did my room for me which looks fantastic although I feel slightly guilty whenever i'm in it, now, given the current...circumstances.
...I don't think I have much else to add, except that i'm glad to hear you are alright again, Hermione. We should perhaps...do something...sometime...maybe?
Ugh. I'm terrible at this 'social' thing. Why I ever tried to forge any sort of relationship with anybody is totally beyond me.