here are some lyrics to a really good song that seems to the be the only thing getting me through this semester and all the stuff i have been going through....

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought ( Read more... )

i mean... i really really really hate not being happy.

i don't know why i am so out of it this summer. that is the best way i know how to put it. right now i feel outside my body just watching myself live and i am not happy with who i am right now i guess? i have had fun this summer, sure. if it weren't for a select few of my friends, this summer ( Read more... )

Even if you have obligations to fulfill this weekend, you may also have a deep need to be alone. You just need some time to sort out your thoughts and feelings without any interference from the outside. Set some time aside for contemplation, meditation or prayer. Paying attention to your inner needs can revitalize your energy for the week ahead.
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"at least we're good at something." -erin.
we just know... no matter what, we will be ok.

"you and me, well, we could change the world..."

((erin said today... ))
grad. i heard ''unwritten'' today and once again i almost cried and got goosebumpys bc i think of us and riding to graduation and how it was the most amazing year-even tho we had our ups and ( Read more... )

look out. i'm in another weird mood.

i'm so bored. i started my class at perimeter today. there are only 9 people in my class. hah. fun stuff. i am going to start babysitting the hankins kids and i'm so excited. i should probably work at gamco too because if i don't, i won't be making any money at all this summer. and i'm tired of being broke. ( Read more... )

you can me so mean sometimes. sometimes i wish i could just tell you to suck everything up and not be fake, just nice. it gets so aggrivating sometimes. i am running out of thing to tell you and things to say to you to make you feel better. you just need to grow up.

i missed kate. i missed her so much. i'm glad she was one of the first people i saw ( Read more... )

i bought kate a present ( Read more... )

i'm fuckin pissed. i'm done with this.

oh and i'm dropping out and i'm just gunna be a swim coach. k. thanks.

I hate English. I can't help it... I just do not like it at all. I come so close to falling asleep every MWF and it sucks. Today was different though. We were reading an essay about fall and I loved it. I think Kate would appreciate it... so here is the last paragraph...

"Why Leaves Turn Color in the Fall"
-Diane Ackerman

At last the leaves leave. But ( Read more... )