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[meg_elisie22]

I’m not sure what to do with myself anymore

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[visionarioalma]

Hey, whoa, you've got some rage sistahfriend. What did I tell you about calling me? That it was good for your health? Yeah, NOW would be a good time to do that, love. I'm sorry that everything is so confusing, and that you can't get laid. What you need is a visit to Ithaca to find a hippie who will practice "free love" on you, day & night, until your soul is healed ;-P. Don't pretend that doesn't sound intriguing. The hippies come out when the weather is warm, it's kind of funny :-D. I miss you, don't die/kill anyone before I see you again...p.s. 3 weeks til I'm back in the A-town :-)

[the_kalster]

i'm here for you.
and not that it really matters, but i read it all.

[meg_elisie22]

thanks Kal. and it does matter, to me i mean.

[god_im_tired]

i read it, it makes sense, thats the main reason i decided long ago not to have sex until im on my own, at least in college, and comfortable and happy with myself. It's also why i never want to get into a rebound relationship. I've been scared for a while of falling into that cycle of relationship-breakup-hookup etc... I feel for you and I'm sorry that you are sexually confused and frustrated, I would suggest staying away from sex until you've started to figure out how you feel and what you want. I care about you megs, and I'll be here for you if you need support. Good luck.

[meg_elisie22]

thanks Chris, I'll need it.. the good luck I mean. And yeah, that whole sex thing, you're right. I need to put it on the back burner to simmer out right now. I know I'll find my way, it's just going to take some time. Loves sweetie, feel better too. Man, you and those kissing viruses.

[god_im_tired]

hehehe

turned out to be strep, i have this weird thing with strep where i dont get a fever and the tests say it isnt strep. But its actually really really bad strep adn as soon as i get the meds it goes away. silly silly doctors

enjoy your chastity!

[holycrap_itsme]

i'm sorry that things are so messed up and confusing for you right now, but i suggest you look at it as a pendulum and as scared and freaked out and lost as you are now is how strong, confident and self assured you will be in the future. maybe not the immediate future, but that's the sacrifice you make to grow. i know we've only started talking again recently, and i also know that i dont know you as well as some of your other friends, but i do know you well enough to know that you arent always aware of how much strength you possess and that you will find a way to get through this intact. i'm always here for you, and at the very least we have our lunchtime chats where you can talk to me if you want. i'm not sure where this originated from, but i know my mom says it to me whenever there's something thats really messing with me and you should keep it in mind: 'this, too, shall pass.'
<3 me

[morviriel]

poor megs
im sorry you're so confused and stuff
i would try to help, but i think that this is one of those by-yourself type things
if you need a hug, just ask
♥ s