Meg, I've ignored your other journal entries except one, but I can't ignore this, even if you say everything's okay. You are not a cunt, Meg, you aren't. I won't tell you all the wonderful things you've are because you heard it a lot from me for over a year, but just know you're a beautiful human being, even if you don't feel like it. Meg, if these feelings aren't going away (which they obviously aren't, they seem to be getting worse), there is absolutely no shame in getting help. It takes strength to search out the help you need. A lot more people get help than people who cut themselves, people just don't talk about it. Things aren't working for you the way they're going, so, please, go about a different way. You can be contented, too, Meg, and there's nothing wrong with seeking help. All humans need help in their lives, and you're beautifully human, too.
Again, I couldn't not say something. Don't mistake it for more than it is- I'm just offering words of encouragement to someone I still love. For your sake, something needs to
not only crazy people see therapists...i won't take that to heart because you are venting and I learned not to do that...the hard way, but yeah...you just need someone who you genuinely trust to talk to and vent to. You don't really need a therapist...like I said, you just need someone to talk to. That statement still somewhat bothers me but o well. Hun, everything does get better, honest to god...I know first hand...if it makes you feel any better...my grade point average was 87.75...not an A but hey, I am still content and insanely proud of my accomplishments...You need to be too. I have honestly envied you for so long...its funny the things people say when they are upset about something...but anyhow...things will get better...I promise
megan, we can be the not-A-students together. Quite often i feel like one of the dumb smart kids. smart enough to be with the smart kids, but definately at the bottom of the list.
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Again, I couldn't not say something. Don't mistake it for more than it is- I'm just offering words of encouragement to someone I still love. For your sake, something needs to
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if it makes you feel any better my GPA is 91.75
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