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meg_levins

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Jan 23, 2007 13:18

I can't stop it. I can't stop. There is a girl I've been watching through the internet. All I have are her stills, and her words, snippets of her life and her times. She fascinates me, she is my fantasy self: jet set, confident, aware. She takes pictures from her hotel windows. She drinks beer down by the pool. She moves to Australia, New ( Read more... )

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oooo.... colibri29 January 23 2007, 18:21:51 UTC

I LOVE this! I love how you relate your fixation to yourself, to your fantasy self (until you get to the part about finding yourself one-dimensional--what?! I don't buy that)

It's powerful and very interesting!

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meg_levins January 24 2007, 17:30:19 UTC

You are very right. I am very lucky in some very important ways, and I must admit that I cannot see myself as others see me through the lens of the internet. I appreciate you pointing out my practicing, my nature and how that in itself is as equal an adventure to anything else I'm longing for. I always love your perspective.