I officially have the ugliest costume in three musketeers...and frankly I love that i do...I find it fabulous.
A russian hat
silk orange shirt.
wool vest.
blue and gold dotted pants.
yellow tights.
you wish you could wear something that hot....no you don't unless you're the devil and enjoy human pain in fabric form.

well no one but me truly cares what this date means but it is important to me...i felt as if it was a benchmark...i thought a lot about i today and only after talking with matt for sometime do i feel that i understand what is going on...Im happy with where i am and i accept it i just think i care too much about the little things i s'pose.

today was beautiful sunny and lovely. I spent most of yesterday morning in the hospital...it blew, I'm very tired of it but i do love looking at the fountain by the cafeteria. hmm...april 10th looms closer, that will be a very hard day for me which is ridiculous even to me. ummm i like the rain. I get my test results on monday...lets hope i get ( Read more... )

so my new favorite band to listen to....artic monkeys, i love them. new favorite quote "mediocre people do exceptional things sometimes ( Read more... )

toby is fluffy and won't get out of my room...i have a cold of sorts and can't sleep and my stomach hates me...i want out of the house....I'm lonely....rachel is in seattle....tear...i guess i'll rest with the pets. i want to go somewhere foreign. strawberry fields forever.

beautiful day, truly beautiful...yeah so I never realized how much i like daniel's prescence, I was very happy to see him yesterday, him and his jesus shirt. I've decided i'm like a little child and if i was a lesbian i would date shannon probably...if she would have me...I wish i could sing, like pretty like cat's that would be super. I'm in the ( Read more... )

um i'm a happy child today and tomorrow is the last day before breakage, i'm very tired though but oh so thrilled...but i was licked today and i didn't like it...in other news my quasi-boy whatever he is, is well...just lovely.

wow...thought provoking week...hmmm. I feel horrible about some stuff and yeah I just wish i could fix people's problems...i just talked to jason and i just feel so sad, he told me all about his dad and it made me miss my dad and worry about him...I just feel very incomplete at times like this. Tomorrow should be very interesting, don't know what ( Read more... )

I'm a bit gross feeling oh well. prom was yesterday...it was fun...i really like seeing how beautiful people can be like some people just have such an ability to be stunning...it's wonderful...i have a freakishly odd memory...yup. um i feel really gross...that's about it.

i read my journal entry from this time last year and on this day I was about to leave for heritage and i was lamenting about boys...oh how much i've changed...wait. yeah i'm ready to leave now, i have nothing here anymore, there is no love to be had and i'm done trying.....I don't know, I want him to be here badly, but he won't ever be where i want ( Read more... )