soo tired. omg ( Read more... )

i'm so overwhelmed and stressed out right now.
i have to drive to harrison becuase my dad now has to stay until sunday, and he wouldnt tell me why..
then drive chelsea back to suquamish, go get a cake for work, work until 11
i just wnat to be with my family/dad
not doing all this bullshit for work

i feel like shit, i look like shit

oh this life i

my dad has cancer, on his liver ( Read more... )

tomorow my dad finds out waht is on his liver, and if it is cancer or not ( Read more... )

hmm, nice day out, looks like a day to go to port townsend and fort warden beach

first summery thing i've done all summer really

i have a cell phone again! thank jesus, it's really nice too, i love it ( Read more... )

so my sister FINALLY emailed me back, i've emailed her like 5 times, no response, i gave up in june because i felt ignored. she asked how us girls are yadda yadda, but does she ask how our dad is? nO..so i have to tell her he's really sick, and he might have cancer, and it just made me in a bad mood. she makes me mad, and i cannot describe how. one ( Read more... )

:D i just found a nice little treat on my car, katie sliced some sort of fruit in half and wrote sista and a smiley face on the back of my car:) it made me very happy ( Read more... )

my dad had his biopsy today, and we find out in a week wether or not he has cancer.
:( this is not good news, and if i ever prayed, cuz i NEVER do, i would right now in honor of my dads health not being that bad and cancerous

:(x's infinity

Life Update:
blake is joining the navy, yes blake, yes navy
he cut his hair all off, its like one inch long

reality check-time to start our lives now that school's over
shit i had a like...teen mid life crisis:(
but looks like i'll marry a military man after all...well maybe if we stay together

no more regal , dumb slut place i HATE it there, i'm ( Read more... )