yea, so mitch and i skipped today ( Read more... )

i realized last night just how good of a friend chrissie is. she was watching Unfaithful downstairs (for those of you who've never seen it, it's a movie that's about a wife cheating on her husband with some french guy, in otherwords, it's her fucking this guy every 3 minutes) so i joined her. we watched, we talked. we listened to music upstairs. ( Read more... )

i need to stop waking up so early...

i listened to 311 so loud this morning that i think it woke everyone else up. oh well, it was getting late anyway.

i really love being able to listen to music like this. non-depressing.
i.love.summer.

::: I always say what i feel and that is a promise
Nothing in life is above being honest :::

i.love.311.

today came and went. everyone seemed to be distant and thinking. i found myself not talking much as well ( Read more... )

yes well i've come to the conclusion that my parentals are crazy. they're ruining everything. i don't remember it being this bad last year. they're just never happy about anything. they're never home, yet when they are all they do is complain. this sounds like stupid whining. but i wouldn't be writing about it unless i thought it was a real problem ( Read more... )

i bought a shirt yesterday and everytime i look at it i feel like i should cry. i think someone previously owned it who was emotionally distraught ( Read more... )

i shouldn't be feeling this way after the night i had...but...i just feel like something's missing. it's like...i'm really jealous over other people and it brings me down...like...i got a glimpse of something i've wanted and then remembered it would never happen ( Read more... )

so i'm here in first hour. we have a sub today and it kind of freaks me out to know that she can view all of our computer screens right on her own. which means she's probably reading this ( Read more... )

i'm thinking it's time for a change. a physical change ( Read more... )

i think that i really do envy a lot of the people in my life these days. i envy how they've become a grand display of a human. i was actually going to write down some words that came into my head while in the car today that went sort of like that, but forgot. anyway ( Read more... )