Blue Blue Christmas

[megamangan]

I really don't like christmas. Christmas doesnt like me. God doesnt like me. Most people who like god, who like christmas don't like me or either what i believe in. Or believe that I believe in at this point in life. I don't believe in the thought of christmas as christ actual birthday, but a celebration of his birth and life. I know it wasnt on

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[j3n5]

Christmas isnt false. Its the time we celebrate Jesus' birth... even though we he wasn't born on December 25 (our church believes he was born in April). But its kinda like a birthday party for him. Do you always have your birthday party on your actual birthday? I don't. Thats the way I think about it.

I'm sorry that you have to go through so much crap. I do too. All of my family comes in during christmas (and 10 brothers and sisters is a lot of people). They all stay at my house and my mom gets really stressed out and doesnt let me do anything because I have to "spend time with them." But all in all, I can still find the good in Christmas. Heck, I can find the good in anything.

I've been through times where I questioned God. But some how, I know hes there. Even when I'm at my lowest points in life, I can feel that He cares for me.

And youre not missing anything... except maybe the lights. Old SA town is still the same. You still have the rest of your life to party if thats what you think youre missing.

eee, dashboard confessional

[afaceisdawning]

Me and ashley were driving around listening to dashboard. We decided that it's cold-weather music. ya know

[strwbrysmoothie]

tight right.. ahhahahah
that's a cute one brandon. ;)
and ALONE is definately the best way

[juswhati_needed]

i knew you'd be the only other person alive not to like christmas that much.
or would find a reason not to. haha
wow. i'm negative
♥

[ieatyourflesh]

i fucking hate christmas. fuck em.