Nanny might not be back home until Wednesday.. It all depends on her rehab.. I was able to go out and have fun yesterday.. I wasn't ready to go back to the real world where Nanny is in the hospital and feeling helpless again... Its not going away.. I can't get away from it... I'll be going to the hospital later this afternoon when Mom decides to ( Read more... )

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Miranda's house phone isn't working... her myspace page isn't coming up.. something about the URL... I know she is supposed to be in Charleston.. Something feels strange..

I'm so tired of this lifeless talk that seems to be a routine on the phone... Makes me wonder why I called the person in the first place.. I hate calling when someone is watching or doing something because then I feel like I'm barging. As ppl have told me before I'm not, but thats just how I feel about it.. I want to have some FUN.. My life is ( Read more... )

Questions you probably haven't answered before!What song are you listening to?:Wash Away Those Years Why do you like that song?:Partly because it fits my mood... and its catching.. What did your last incoming text message say?:Some sort of Cingular free msg.. Look at your received call list. Who is number 5?:Honestly I don't remember whose number ( Read more... )

So far today has been a good day.. The weather is nice and at school there was no fighting among friends.. Definitely a good day.. Don't know what I'm going to do this weekend-might just be the usual no plan thing.. I dunno.. Well, this is all I'm putting because there are other sites I feel like checking out.. So l8r!

Well, I'm getting a little bit annoyed.. I've been trying to call a friend of mine for about an hour now and it just keeps ringing and ringing.. and ringing.. its like the damn Energizer bunny.. just keeps going and going and going... anyways, yeah.. annoying.. Figuring either A: on the computer.. (doubt it)... B: on the phone either friend with a ( Read more... )

Read up on suicide in my psychology book.. How can people just give up their lives? Sure, I'm highly depressed and thoughts may come across my mind, but I couldn't give up what I have.. I have four wonderful best friends.. I don't know what I'd do without them.. They put up with a lot-I'm psycho... Still, I couldn't kill myself and leave them! Its ( Read more... )

Well Ray is going off to work.. In fact, there goes the truck now.. I got off of msn messenger to stop the hole I was digging from becoming even deeper. I started the feeling between us this time.. Don't know why, but I did.. Every thing has become something so precious yet all that comes up for me is depression.. Maybe I seriously need mental help ( Read more... )

These two pictures are one of many that remind me how much I miss those times.. We're on our way again, just going to take time.

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